Rowan82389

Wrote this big long thing about why I was feeling shitty the past few days, weeks, whatever. But this is much easier. Angry, sad, and hopeless. Angry at myself because I let myself feel for someone and let them string me along for months because they "didn't know what to say" about how I felt about them. And how I let myself go along with it because the pain of being alone was gone, for just a little while. Angry at them for not realizing what they were putting me through by not saying anything and avoiding the issue. Angry at them because they won't know how much shit they put me through and how they will go on not knowing. Sad because I fe

Seeing this has made me think of my own body image issues. But I'm going to cover this first before I start talking about myself. http://jephjacques.com/post/34681975880/submitted-w… Just...wow. I can't believe people sometimes. This artist has been doing this comic for almost ten years. For free. And as far as I can tell, most of the time he loves doing it. But its things like what this stupid bitch says that makes me feel so bad for him. One of the characters, Marigold, is introverted and has insecurities about her body. I can relate to her in a lot of ways, and she is probably one of my favorite characters. And just this past week, the a

I am not artistic. I couldn't draw my way out of a wet paper bag, and I'm too poor to try and indulge picture taking. I'm not good at making things, and I can't play an instrument. So this is going to be a place where I write. I will write about my life, and how I feel about things. This is going to be where I puke up all my horrible thoughts and how much I agonize over everything and nothing. It might make people uncomfortable, and many might and will just not give a shit. I want to be heard, and I want people to know how I feel, but ultimately? I don't give a shit about what strangers on the internet think. This is my place to spill my guts